Not having an amazing body, because lets face it, food is better.

EXACTLY. Recently I've been gaining weight like nobody's business that it doesn't seem like a huge deal anymore. Screw appearance, who cares. The other day I stuffed an entire McValue Meal down my throat in less than 8 minutes. Last night I had noodles, which was okay but then I drank this starbucks-like drink? signature something I forget its name. The I drank Azhif's smoothie. The he decided to eat toast, I know right, who eats toast at night? So i ended eating that too, thanks to Azhif. Therefore, I shall blame him for my ugly appearance.

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Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.

This is exactly what I do all the time, just to see how people react. But the worst thing you could ever imagine is, NOBODY CARES. I mean I could've been kidnapped or beaten up till death and nobody would've noticed. I simply have no one here. Which refers back to my main point, why I really need to get my ass back home. I've realized that getting attached to people is merely a waste, as you try so hard to keep it up, and they'll end up leaving you. Yesterday i said to Azhif, ' One day when you have a girlfriend, please dont leave me '. And he answered me back, ' Don't worry, I wont. ' Then we had the 5 sec of brother-sister moment. Then it ended and we continued eating, HAHAHAHA.

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There's no place like home.

I know, lame title right? I miss moments where you look out of the window and all you can feel is serenity, not a group of Malay boys. Not that I have anything against Malays, sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I'll just take that back. I'm blabbering again.. Like I said, Pasum really spoils my mind.

Pretty right, I guess my friends were right, ' wah ramona awak dr sabah? bukak pintu blh nampak gunung la kan? ' EXACTLY.

I miss goofing around with my mom :(

Once a Bornean, forever  Bornean. *lame

And here's a picture of my mom <3,

The weird thing is she really looked like a Vietnamese here. 

Isn't it obvious already? I JUST SIMPLY WANNA GET HOME. IMPLANT IT IN YOUR HEAD.

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Anyone can make u happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make u happy without doing anything.

I hate to admit this, but this so true. You might be overflowed with gifts but you're never satisfied. That is, until this particular person shows up. Then you're screwed. Nothing else matters, and suddenly you're covered in chirping birdies and sprinkles of glitters. WHAT THA. This is so not me. Why am I being all mushy and lovey-dowey all of a sudden? It must be this awful place, it's starting to affect my mind.

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I'm not heartless, I just save the feelings for the right person.

Does this straighten things out? Stop asking me why I'm not involved with someone. It's just freaking ridiculous it's not funny anymore. Unless you're Chase Crawford, DREAM ON.

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My mom told me not to talk to strangers. But then I made a twitter account and it became a hobby.

Hi,

It's me again. Have I mentioned how much I LOVE twitter? It's waaaaaay better than facebook, well,at least that's what I think. When you spam the timeline nobody bothers, too make it simple, nobody gives a DAMN. But lately it's like I've been pouring out in Twitter It's just not normal anymore. HAHAHA, Jillian just asked me this "y u took my pic??? wats wt u n beauty n d beast? i tot u thumbelina seja? " CUTE! Back to the topic, I feel that Twitter is a medium where 'freedom of speech' really applies, not like facebook where one moment you post something and a gazillion people show up after that! And that, my friend, is why Twitter is more GORGEOUS and SEXY than facebook. WORD.

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Love Like a Queen

A woman with great power, intelligence and courage. But nothing beats her undying love towards her husband, Albert. A young girl at 18, forced to mature beyond her years, weighed great responsibilities and leadership. Many expected her to fail, but the important thing was not what they thought of her, but what she thought of them. Many attempted to end her, but, she was not interested in the possibilities of defeat. They did not exist.

She mourned and wore black for her remaining 40 years in solitude. The death of Albert had left an emptiness in her soul, taken the spirit to live. She lived waking up laying her husband's attire by her bed, the only remembrance left of him.

She... was Alexandrina Victoria herself, Queen of the United Kingdom (20 June 1837 – 22 January 1901).

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